bitches

gue juga pernah jomblo kali, tapi ga segatel itu ama laki orang!

lo gatel gue garuk sini, PAKE PISAU!

so, wrong again.

14th January 2012

So, today i decide to brought a calculator. In my opinion, my intention, it just can "u" use during examination.

Guess what? I'm wrong again to try being initiative to help.

"u" always right. :)

ALWAYS YA?

just so simple, then i have veryveryvery a worse day. (very much!)


JUST SO SIMPLE. :)
Life show me anything i can't expect. How nice. :')
Good deeds lead to bad, how can expected?

boomerang of yours

you're not even realize that everything you said was for yourself. if you say i'm not counting all of your kindness, so, what do you think you really did????? i gave anything, even world say don't. i fight the world, my LORD, people think, my mind, parents, anything that i know they're not accept. i don't wanna to see as hero, really i don't. it doesn't matter. i know that i have pay anythings even i can't, to you, because everything you did for me. so thank you very much!

even milions can't pay anything you gave, i know. but please, i just don't understand that everything in LOVE have to say THANK YOU. i thought it just heart, just our feelings, just love and be loved. i thought. but, for manymanymany times, I AM WRONG. :)


So, thank you MY HERO, deaR.
because save my life first, and make my alive untill today.
so, thanks for everything you gave, you did, you to be for me.
THANK YOU. :)

it was no longer FIT at all

but i force it into the limit...

sorry, but i have not chance to go or let go. so, i will accept anything will happen then. the end will be not different or it will. hope for the best, prepare for the worst. i can say anything but, my heart can't. i didn't feel the same for a long time. so, today, what the different ? don't you know about all painfullogics, do you? oh, you don't.

i'll be more patient, lil be more. but, i can't expect more. us or me and stranger. just it will be. i know lil 'bout you. :')

if it's goodbye, it won't have any tears, any screams, any anything. just peace. :)
let me go if you let me go.

07 December 2011

dua puluh dua

5 Nove 2011

semalem gue mimpi pulang, rasanya menenangkan dan menyenangkan sekali. :')
rasanya bener-bener nyata. gue pengen cepet-cepet pulang. pulang. pulang. o:)

PRA-UTS ! H-1

31 Okto 2011

HAPPY HALLOWEEN...

besok UTS perdana, dan gue sedang melayang. jenuh banget, ga pengen belajar atau bahkan ngerjain tugas-tugas makalah yang kumpul UTS. gue pengen maen, pengen pulang, pengen bobo di springbed gue di rumah, pengen nonton PREMIERE-nya BONES s7 !!! :'(

gue jenuh banget, pengen cepet-cepet lulus, pengen pulang ke rumah, gatau deh di Bandung ngapain. :(

melayang-pulang

sumpah, lagi ga enak perasaan plus cemas plus deg-degan sama UTS besok. semoga semester kali ini IP gue bisa 4,00. AMIEN.

biasanya gue bisa jadi cukup beruntung dengan tanpa belajar.

*sejauh ini, tiap kali ujian, gue ga pernah belajar. ho!

even, not over 24 hours

(masih) 27 Okto 2011

bahkan tak sampai 24 jam, semua berjungkir balik lagi, sepertinya memang sudah harus begitu ya, Semesta?

*tiba-tiba gue takut, takut akan benar-benar melakukan apa yang pengen banget gue lakuin tapi, gue gak lakuin sampai hari ini. gue cuma pengen liat semua manusia, semua "kalian" bahagia...

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tanpa gue. :)