Afraid

I afraid to think that i <3 u so that much. I afraid to be hurt (again). But in few months, everything seems like ... to be ok forever. Nothing forever, i know. Too many things in my mind, too many fears of. Maybe i can love you today. Hope i'll stand forever, so do you.

This fears unreasonable, sometimes. But sometimes isn't. I don't know how do you feel. Are you feel the same? Are you think that much 'bout me? Are love me enough to be sure? I love you but i'm not sure. For me this is not wrong. This is so reasonable, i'm not picky. Maybe your effrots are enough, just may fear need to fade away. I think that much, as always.

I don't want to loose you, but in same time, i'm not sure at all. Are we make it? Are we worth it for one another? Are we? Are we? Are we can be OUR?

I didn't wanna you change, even the worse things. But i want to... to be sure. I want to everyone happy with my choice. I want my self HAPPY. It's all. :)